If you have read my last entry here, i did not use period on my last sentence, well it's an incomplete sentence. Because I do not know if I would end the sentence already or I still have something to say, or do I have to take back what I said cause I am not sure with what am I saying, with these words that are coming out from my mouth and eating my insides. It's just a set of figures and symbols but you can't feel anything in there, nothing to make it real. It's empty in every way, so to give more clarity and to end the sentence...
...you and I it's not really worth it but I am fool enough to blame everything at you and to just throw it all away somewhere that you can't take it back and in someway it's part of me too. This is the decision I've made, this is what I think is good and this is what I think is right. Does it sound like I am not sure about it? I'll admit, yes but that's the plan, time will help me make this decision I've made happen, I will make this, us happen. Morning will come, days will grow longer, weeks and years will fade, and your still there then that's the time i could say hope is still alive. That there's something to hold unto. There's a time when i could say that it's love I have found, love in the nick of time.
Your love will be, safe with me.
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Easy as 1, 2, 3
What's up blog? Sorry I haven't checked you for the last few days since I activated my other social networking sites due to some nonsense things. Hey, don't be sad, I'm back! I would still write here, and you will still be there for me. Right? What is wrong with me? I am talking to my blog, i am really weird sorry.
June 8 2012, can't wait for my first day to start as a senior student! Wasn't able to go to class last Monday and Wednesday cause I'm taking driving lessons, too late? Nope, its fine nothing to worry about on first week of classes. I always do it since freshmen, do i really have to admit that? So yeah, i am excited to take my daily dose of crazy milk teas around our school, men they are like cancer, they are everywhere, also some really good laughs and stories from my classmates and schoolmates and friends and all the smoke i could get from the great city of the Philippines, Manila. Still my favorite city and country in the whole wide world and universe.
I hope everything goes well for my class tomorrow which is Natural Science, what?! I am taking up BS Interior Design, and why do i need to know this stuff? And some Literature and language subjects on Saturday. This is crazy i know. But school is school, we have to follow them because yes we are students, that's what we do, we learn then we have success in our hands agree?
Enough with the school stuff, i am so bored writing about it, thinking about it and doing it. So basically, everything is going so smoothly for me, nothing to worry about my future. But, if you would really ask me, how am I?
I can say that I am walking in a thin, really thin line right now. Holding as much as I can to be able to get up and walk straight. I can't do anything about it now, to save this something i am not even sure of, things i am just making up, feelings i am really sure but it not fits in the reality world i guess. I tried to keep my heart from falling apart and you, the things you do bring me back to where we start.
I don't have any wonderwall's right now to hold on to, no one's gonna save me until my last breath. You are such a drag, it pulls me back and made me think that everything's gonna be okay, that things are gonna happen naturally and look at the brighter side of this never ending story of my hopeless dreams. Nothing's easy in our life, and i can't do anything about it cause i didn't plan it, i am just trying to make things happen.
I hope you have seen that or even felt that, you and I it's not really worth it
June 8 2012, can't wait for my first day to start as a senior student! Wasn't able to go to class last Monday and Wednesday cause I'm taking driving lessons, too late? Nope, its fine nothing to worry about on first week of classes. I always do it since freshmen, do i really have to admit that? So yeah, i am excited to take my daily dose of crazy milk teas around our school, men they are like cancer, they are everywhere, also some really good laughs and stories from my classmates and schoolmates and friends and all the smoke i could get from the great city of the Philippines, Manila. Still my favorite city and country in the whole wide world and universe.
I hope everything goes well for my class tomorrow which is Natural Science, what?! I am taking up BS Interior Design, and why do i need to know this stuff? And some Literature and language subjects on Saturday. This is crazy i know. But school is school, we have to follow them because yes we are students, that's what we do, we learn then we have success in our hands agree?
Enough with the school stuff, i am so bored writing about it, thinking about it and doing it. So basically, everything is going so smoothly for me, nothing to worry about my future. But, if you would really ask me, how am I?
I can say that I am walking in a thin, really thin line right now. Holding as much as I can to be able to get up and walk straight. I can't do anything about it now, to save this something i am not even sure of, things i am just making up, feelings i am really sure but it not fits in the reality world i guess. I tried to keep my heart from falling apart and you, the things you do bring me back to where we start.
I don't have any wonderwall's right now to hold on to, no one's gonna save me until my last breath. You are such a drag, it pulls me back and made me think that everything's gonna be okay, that things are gonna happen naturally and look at the brighter side of this never ending story of my hopeless dreams. Nothing's easy in our life, and i can't do anything about it cause i didn't plan it, i am just trying to make things happen.
I hope you have seen that or even felt that, you and I it's not really worth it
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