Thursday, October 21, 2010

This is what i want



Arts, crafts and stuff. This is what i think, the right field for me. When i was young, i like sketching, designing and mixing up colors. It's really fun playing with those stuff. I used to join art contests during the middle school. But I don't get all the gold medals, but still i'm in second place, not bad eh? 

My mom is really supportive, she even enrolled me in music and art classes. I play piano and guitar back then. Now? I still know how, but i think playing instruments is not for me. But it's not that i don't like music, i love it actually. It makes me feel good and relaxing. I appreciate art a lot, seriously. When i see colors, or patterns from somewhere there's something that gets me there and my attraction to something that is beautiful, well its hard to take it off, like its glued on my eyes. Haha!

There's also my dad, who become an inspiration to me. He also like drawings and stuff, that's why he graduated as an architect, and my grandfather is also an architect. So there, maybe that's a reason also why i like this stuff. So now, i think were in the same field. I took BS Interior Design in a prestigious school which is University of Santo Tomas. And i'm proud with what i'm taking and yes. I think, ID is really for me. Even though so many plates (This is what we call our drawings, and its like an enemy in a war) are coming just to break us down and fail the subject or leave the school and transfer to another. But everyone in CFAD is doing their best just to get through it. Cause, this is what we want. The courses were taking up, is what we see in ourselves, in the future. 

Interior Design, this is what i want. I don't see myself as a nurse, teacher, engineer or even a doctor. Doctor, that's what i want back then, but then my skills and abilities made me think that its not for me. I'm not good with numbers, terms and descriptions. We have that in our subjects, but my mind can still handle it. Haha! Because of this, whatever it takes, i'm going to do everything that i can. And I'm happy with it. 

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Heya!

Grabe, parang forever ko na tong hindi nabuksan. I'm sorry dear followers, kala mo naman milyon ang nagfofollow. Wala pa nga sa 5. Haha! Bakit ko ba binabara sarili ko? Baliw ko lang no? Tapos kinakausap ko pa sarili ko? Tae. Tama na nga. Haha!


So, saan ako magsisimula? Okay. Sembreak ngayon, kaya may panahon ako para magganito. Kasi nung huling linggo bago magtapos ang klase, finals week noon. Hindi na ako magkandaugaga sa mga gagawin ko. Biruin mo? Mahigit 70 piraso na furniture iddrawing? At yun na ang final exam namin, pero hello? May watercolor pa yun? Mamatay na! Hindi lang naman yun ang subject namin, yung iba drawing din. So kulang isang table sakin, at lalong kulang ako sa kamay. Sana naging octopus ako, para marami akong kamay. Sobrang nakahinga ako ng maluwag noong natapos ang linggong yun, sa totoo lang. Pero hindi padin ako makahinga, dahil sa friday na lalabas ang grades. Sobrang kinakabahan talaga ako. Dahil yung Interior Design subject ko, hindi ko alam bakit ang baba ng grades na binibigay sakin. Bakit hindi ko magawang magustuhan niya ang drawing ko, iba iba naman ang appreciation ng isang tao, pero bakit? Hindi naman saksakan ng pangit yung gawa ko. Ano ba yan, hindi na nga mawala sa isip ko yung grades, hanggang dito ba naman nababanggit pa. Haha! Anyway.


Sorry, feeling ko ang drama ng mga previous blogs ko. Eh kasi naman! Summer yan. Eh ano naman? Hahaha. Ewan ko? Siguro nung summer, inoopen ko lang yung blogspot para maglabas ng nararamdaman ko. Pero "Blog" naman to eh,para san ba ang blog? Para magsulat at magshare sa lahat ng iyong mga nararamdaman. Tama ba ako? Kung hindi, eh malamang, hindi ka naman si zan? Magkaiba talaga tayo. Haha! Pasensya na din, madalas tagalog ang gamit kong language, eh kasi mas naeexpress ko ng maayos yung gusto kong sabihin, dahil hindi ko naman itinatanggi na hindi talaga ako ganun kagaling magenglish gaya ng iba, na simula palang noong bata, english na ang language, pero ako hindi.


Bakit umabot na dun ang kwento? Hahaha. Gusto ko pa gumawa ng isang blog, tungkol sa isang bagay na out of 10 people, 2 lang ang nakakaalam. Hindi ko kayang ilantad lahat ng mga detalye. Siguro yung nararamdaman ko na lang. Ewan. Bahala na, pagiisipan ko muna kung ano ilalagay ko. Medyo mahirap eh. Hahaha. Ayaw tumigil ng mga kamay ko magtype. Mukhang ginaganahan ako magsulat ngayon! Yehey!


ABANGAN.