Ask and Tell

I am being stupid again. What am I doing? Am I doing it wrong? What do i have to do? Everything seems to be unfair, I needed something you can't give. There, I've said it. What do you think you should do? I am blaming you for being like this, for being "you". 

Maybe all I have, I, yes me. All I have to do is ask, and again i would be hoping you would tell me what it is that you do to me.

I need you so much closer.